MIRRORS OF DESPAIR

i stare into my face
we are connected by solitude
together tied in chains of despair
NOT A GLEAM OF HOPE
mentally enslaved nameless
having no future and no past
i look at myself from
the surface of a black lake

mirrors call
mirrors melt
mirrors take me out of here

what the silver moon sings about
in eternal collapse at night
what i am looking for
in the empty skies (empty like me)
a swallow of freedom sticks in my throat
when the sun goes down
in the mirrors of despair
there is only my face

CATARACTS

behind a mask with no eyes
there is the monolith of a face
i can not escape from
your abhorrent embrace
are you my verdict
or are you my curse
deep within myself
i feel the hatred grows

cataracts
the fear of madness
devouring from inside
eclipsing the light

so many years of pain
my punishment is not over yet
they will never forgive
they will never forget
so fill my veins with poison
fill my heart with fear
fill my throat with scream
fill my blind eyes with tears